Even MORE Positively me!

Yeah, this blog is starting to slip into my whiny state, where I just complain, or say what I want, or hate. :( And I realized that's NOT what I intended this blog to be about! This blog is supposed to be about Me. Just Simply me. POSITIVELY me. Hence the blog title! XD

This blog isn't about flowers, puppies and unicorns, nor is it about my hates, wants, and needs. It's about life. How to enjoy it; inspirational photos; quotes; and other points of my interests. I will take simplicity into reality with my room,(which I might show in pictures for a post.), my blog, and my life. I will try NOT to show my "not so awesome" side in real life, and I will try to be maybe a TAD more feminine(i.e. Not trying to burp louder than my dad, or trying to murder zombies in video games, or other gross things. :) So... In other words... I'm trying to re-organize my life this weekend! :( I PROBABLY won't post much, or at ALL in these upcoming weeks, with me training myself to branch out of JUST being my weird, "delightfully" awkward self.

I.
Am.
Miranda.

NO.

ONE.

WILL.

TELL.

ME.

OTHERWISE.

Now, to finish this post with my 'hopefully' last ramble...

I like flowers, shiny things, puppies, dolls, books, video games, my family, photography, looking at art, learning about my parents "better years", trying to make my room prettiful, trying to take better pictures, lying on my bed wondering who the heck I am, making my bed(?), occasionally being OCD, going shopping, going to Barnes and Noble, helping my mom with her Kindle, occasionally shooting the crap out of an air soft target with my air soft gun, planting plants, buying plants, photographing plants, writing my feelings in my diary to let them out only to have Phoebe read them later... , painting my nails, brushing my hair, being greedy, thinking of things to do for and with my dolls, designing doll clothes that I will most likely never make, look at www.libertyjaneclothing.com , reading my e-mail, trying to be the best me I can be, procrastinating, and...

Being Miranda.

The hardest thing to be, is to be someone else.

I am NOT trying to be someone else.



I am trying to show Miranda.

~Miranda

:( / :)

So, I'll tell you about school today! :)/:( Why the conflicting happy/sad faces? Well, it was a good, AND bad day at school!

First of al, I had no homework to do during my study hall type thing, and I didn't have any for tonight! :D

That's the AWESOME news. Here's the bad news.

We played a HORRIFYING form of dodge ball in gym today. I LITERALLY almost passed out! D: There were ten groups, with roughly eight people in each group, and two groups were selected to be in the center at a time. The other eight groups were running around the gym, trying not to get hit. If you got hit, you had to hoola-hoop or jump rope until the round ended. There WERE four little safe shields, but you could only stay behind them for five seconds, or you were a target for the blls to hit. I didn't get out ONCE, but being the weak thing I am, I tried to hide behind the shields. My gym coach threw dodge balls at me to get me to leave the shields. I avoided all the pelted balls, and I had a total of ten adrenaline rushes.

I was basically a pathetic ADHD deer, who had four broken legs, trying to run a fifty mile marathon. I am not ANY of what I just said, but that's how I felt. D:

I wondered why my friend wasn't breathing heavily after gym class, and it was because she was JUST thin enough to hide behind the shields, and not be noticed. She didn't run. >:( I practically had a heart attack, running every five seconds, for forty five minutes, avoiding balls that really hurt(because in my eyes, the balls were spike covered, with blood dripping off of them, but they were really squishy. :) ), while SOME PEOPLE didn't give ANY effort WHATSOEVER! >:(

Other than that BIG drawback, I had a pretty good academic day. :)

~Miranda

AGMV?

I don't know... Maybe? I would have to get a YouTube account first, and that might happen soon, considering I already have my own google account. I have been watching kittzykk and girloftheyearproductions on YouTube, so I have been quite inspired. Stop motion seems a little hard, though. I'll probably make one over Spring Break while I'm doing nothing. The weather will be better, and Kanani will DEFINITELY be in the video! I could do a music video, or a story, or... or... something else! XD

Also, I have been considering having an American Girl Pen Pal! It sounds like fun, and after seeing how much fun kittzykk and girloftheyearproductions had exchanging gifts in the mail, I thought it would be fun! I would have to get a PO box for privacy reasons, though. What do you think? I would love to know! My thoughts are still in the production stage, though. Don't get all excited yet. I may have details later when I'm 100% sure I want to do this. But for now, forget about it. Clear? YAY! :D

~Miranda

P.S. I will most likely start making an AG video tonight, but it is not confirmed... I will tell you when I finish, and what it is about. I will probably make it about my dolls having their first sleepover! :D

Sad. :(

I am sad today. :( That's why my font is in a depressing navy colour. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( First of all, one of my friends that I have had troubles with in the past was being really mean again today, just because I didn't know who the heck KeSha was(I don't want you to correct me in my spelling. I'm to sad to give a crap.)

Then, a total pervert wouldn't be quiet during band, which made me more depressed. :( The worst part is, I sit RIGHT NEXT to that kid! D:

As if THAT wasn't enough to make me sad, I only got five hours of sleep last night due to my mind racing with dollish thoughts and the time change. O (if you look sideways, it kinda looks like a yawn.)

Sad. :( I was so depressed by fifth period(eleven fifteen), I would've kicked a puppy and not cared. And I LOVE puppies! :(

My emo brother is really annoying, and he keeps on saying EXTREMELY mean things to me that are inappropriate to post. :(

Oh, AND my BAGF(best American girl friend) wasn't at school, so I didn't get to have a chance to laugh it off. :'(

Depression hurts. Cymbalta can't help. :(

~Miranda

Tagged?

I haven't been tagged until now, and I was tagged TWICE! No I will NOT put FOURTEEN things about myself, I'll just put seven. :( I COULD go on to infinity about random things about me, because (as Phoebe knows) I am EXTREMELY random! :D

Sooo... here I go! D:

1. I LOVE a food called Mochi, and my favorite flavors of it are green tea and peanut.
2. I have had roughly ten babysitting jobs, but I have only babysat two people.
3. I want to live in Australia, Sarasota Florida, and Canada at some point in my life.
4. I have lived in four different states so far(but I MIGHT move again before I'm out of high school D:)
5. My favorite doll is Lily Renae Tazo(though most of you knew that already! XD)
6. I want to be an interior decorator who graduates from the University of Saskatchewan when I grow up.
7. My mom is going to knit me a slouchy hat or two this weekend. :D


~Miranda


P.S. I will tag...
Miranda
Piper
Quinlin
Virginia
Anne
Skylar
Pinko
Hannah

Have fun!!! :)