Oh joy.

Whoopee. *sarcasm implied*

Well, I know that I shouldn't clog up my blog with weird/negative/uninteresting posts all of the time, but I think today would be a nice exception; and I have a very good reasons.

Gone.

Not just gone, as in it'll come back someday, but gone. And, what exactly is gone, you're probably wondering?

All the files and pictures and favourite sites and the updated Internet explorer and games and everything else that was on my computer. T^T (Not to mention a Language Arts assignment that I was going to turn in tomorrow (even though it was due last week! (^_^;)" )that I kept forgetting to print.)

Yep, my life sucks.

I'm like, even sadder than I would normally be if this happened because some things that were deleted I had spent five years working on, and you know what happened to those things?

Gone.

And, for all the sites I had put into my favorites section because I probably wouldn't find them again?

Gone.

The "new" version of Internet explorer I initially hated but came to get used to?

Gone. (But I can redownload that.)

Picasa web albums and all the pictures I saved; some of which are of my now deceased pets and I can never retake?

Gone.

I'm going through a pretty big crisis right now, because I like, actually really needed this computer, so... yeah, I'm screwed. Like, more screwed than I thought I was last August when I unknowingly delted most of the pictures I had ever put on my blog.

~Miranda

L-A-Z-Y

I am REALLY lazy today. The only productive thing I did was practice my flute and saxophone.(I decided to start taking lessons for my alto, and I've gotten pretty good! :D)

But, there are a few things I've been wondering about. Other than Caitlin, I wanted to customize another doll, but it would be a boy. I was thinking something like blue eyes and grey emo hair? But I don't know, it was just a thought...

Also, I've noticed that whenever I beat a video game, I become INSANELY bored, and INSANELY violent. Well, TALKING about violence, as I don't DO anything! XD Well, THAT aside, I was wondering about whether or not that MEANS anything. Maybe... I'm working myself up to different types of stuff?

You see, when the year began, i was all "inspired" and frankly, quite hippie-ish. But, now I'm more like my older EMO brother; minus the emo hair and skinny jeans! XD I've been into video games more than EVER, and I've been interested in Manga and Gundam(giant robots controlled by people),(you know, THOSE things). This KIND OF worries me, because I've also been just not feeling like myself.

... Sure, I'm ENJOYING everything, but there's a problem I have.

I'm just an inexplicable person who doesn't really know herself.

Am I nice? Am I a jerk? I don't know. Do I like violence? Maybe. Am I happy? Honestly, I'm not sure. I have NO idea what I am anymore. Six months ago, I would have answered all those questions to make myself sound like a really nice person who is inspired. Now, I just don't know.

So, ummm, back to my dolls, I guess...(my thoughts are really scattered.) I'm not sure if I want Caitlin(Kylie's BFF) to have Green hair, or purple hair... There are these two wigs I REALLY like, but I LOVE the colour of the purple wig, and I LOVE the style of the green wig! HELP ME!!!! If you're allowed, go on ebay and search, "American girl doll heat resistant wig" in your spare time. The two I'M stuck between are: the ONLY green wig; and the short wig in wine with the braids on the side.

Which do YOU think it should be?! Of course, this MIGHT be a decision I have to eventually make myself, but for now I just want to know what you think.

By the way, if you read THIS far, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! :D

~Miranda~